Somewhere Over The Rainbow

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There must be some place where there isn’t any trouble; a place you can’t get to by a boat, or a train. A place so far away, behind the moon, beyond the rain, somewhere over the rainbow.

Somewhere over the rainbow is a friend of mine. A friend I’ve known for years, a friend I’ve shared many conversations and ideas with. My friend inspired me, and inspired a lot of my friends as well. In the short while that he was around, he taught us to live and laugh, but not just by any means. He taught us to live well, and laugh heartily. And live and laugh he did: voraciously, wholeheartedly, and flamboyantly.

Somewhere over the rainbow is a friend of mine. I’ve seen my friend in the pink of health, and it sometimes brings tears to my eyes when I remember seeing him in the depths of illness. Yet he stayed strong. He knew that the best days of his life were ahead of him, as challenging as they may be. He did not fear beating those odds and fighting through the pain. He was strong, and he knew it. He believed in the kindness of other people and the Great Plan that was to be unfolded ahead of him. My friend was not afraid to live, laugh – and yes, fight – in sickness and in health.

Somewhere over the rainbow is a friend of mine. The world, as drab and dank as it can be, was always made better by the colors of love and joy he spread everywhere. Whether it was something sundry like gossip, or something important like gay rights, my friend always had the right colors for it. He can be fiery red with passion, green with hope, blue with sadness, yellow with the light from within.

Somewhere over the rainbow is a friend of mine. Just last night, some friends told me that he was too ill, too weak, that maybe it was time to say goodbye. We were all his friends in that dinner, celebrating the life and times of a colorful individual that all touched our hearts and lives in more ways than one. My friend was to celebrate his birthday in a few days, and maybe he can still hang on… until a few hours later, when we heard the news that would shock many of us to the very marrow of our bones.

I’ve seen many rainbows in the course of my lifetime. None of them lasted for more than five minutes. Yet I’m witness to a rainbow that shone above me for five years. I know he’s out there, somewhere, in a place awash with the drizzle of tears from our sorrow, and lit with the light of hope that he’s in a much better place. Always healthy, always cheerful, always colorful.

I know my friend is there, somewhere over the rainbow.

* – Written in memory of my friend, Ariel James Matela (1982-2011).

** – To help AJ’s family defray the costs of his hospitalization and funeral, please visit the 1000 Volunteers for AJ Matela fan page on Facebook.

9 comments on “Somewhere Over The Rainbow”

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    wonderfully written 🙁

    • Naomi
    • September 9, 2011

    This made me cry. Thank you for such a wonderfully written and heartfelt tribute.

    • Astrid Joy Padillo
    • September 9, 2011

    We may not know each other but we both loved the same person. Love this piece. I believe too that yes… he is somewhere over the rainbow.

    • Anne
    • September 9, 2011

    I’ve met AJ twice or thrice and since then, I’ve never forgotten him. Well, who would. He was the only person who called me by my full name, whether through text/tweet, buong buo yan. Walang labis, walang kulang.

    We’re not close friends but I am still thankful that a time in my life, I’d met such a wonderful, smart, and nice guy. I, too, am saddened when I heard he passed aways yesterday. But, a part of me is happy ’cause finally, he’s now free. No more pains in heaven, AJ, no more.

    RIP AJ and Advance Happy Birthday.

    PS: I’m not so sure if there’s an internet access in heaven but if there is, I hope AJ can read all the wall posts both in his personal FB account and in that “1000 Volunteers for AJ Matela” page. Outpour of love in your wall, AJ. People have only the best words for you. 🙂

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